Has been a long time friends

It has been a while since I last updated, and lots have changed/started. First being, school has started. I keep telling myself I am a junior, because I am, with the plan to keeps my spirits high. All the trouble I have been having with getting classes at ECSU finalized has been bringing me down. In fact, I had a melt down the other day after my chorus class. Don't get me wrong, the professors are amazing, and the classes are great, but that is for someone who understands all of this pretty well already. I, however, am coming into these classes with no music theory experience, etc. Very overwhelming, and the fact that I am a double minority does not help my feelings. But I am trying not to dwell on them too much. I just pray that I can get through the semester with flying colors, or at least get all of the registration stuff straight. MACU classes, well class, is nice. I miss having classes with my friends, which brings me to something else. I realized that I pretty much dropped off the face of the planet over the summer to people, and I apologize. I am working on trying to regain those friendships, work at them, etc. Yet, I think I am finding that some people don't want too reciprocate this. I find that to be a shame, to suck quite honestly. This year, I just want friends, no hooking up or anything of that nature, just friends. At the same time, I am trying to be nice to the freshmen and get to know them, and hang out with different people, not seclude myself. I think I am doing a mediocre job at that right now, something to keep in mind to work on. Work out routines are good, and painful. My back is in quite some pain as we speak from everything I did. Maybe I will take it down a notch for a week. Um..Dad is doing better? He is happy all the time, yet has no memory of things, which can be difficult to deal with. I feel for my mom right now, and wish to be home at times to help her. To be honest, I had debated not coming back to college, not just for that reason, but others included. I am not even sure what is going to happen with the coming years. I guess we shall see. I hope that everyone is doing well, that school (if it's started) is going quite nicely for you! and if school hasn't started, I hope you enjoy the rest of your summer! ha :) I am going to go and socialize now. Have a great night and a wonderful weekend! oh! and for all you beach goers, be careful with that hurricane coming. later