So it was made clear to me that I haven't updated my blogspot in a while. So here I go, haha. Nothing new has really happened since last time, not that I can think of. I did go on Master's Twelve Tour-twas fun at times. It had its ups and downs, but overall it was good. It makes me really sad to think that it is quite possibly the last tour, and even more sad that Ms. Bondurant won't be in charge. Don't get me wrong-the new chick seems cool, but Ms. B is amazing. She is truely a wonderful woman of God. We did go to the zoo on tour-got t
o see the animales :) yippee. hmm.. ever since I have gotten back from that though, I have been beaten in the face with make up work 
and projects. It is rediculous. I thought for sure I was ahead of schedule for at least 3/4 of my classes, yet I was wrong. And not only is there makeup work, but with less than 3 weeks left, it means there are tons of final projects and papers. Not to mention finals week. =/ eek. I am ready for summer.At the same time, I am not ready for summer. I am still unsure how I feel about traveling the whole summer. I figure I am in the group and doing this for a reason, but at the same time, the materialistic and realistic, working side of me wishes I would be home. Working at the Robin making money is something I acutally looked foward to this summer, making moolah. haha. oh well..
I have been having a picture taking fetish? I guess that's what you would call it. I just constantly find myself wanting to sit outside and take pictures. lol. and my want for a new camera is INTENSE lol.
Taylor comes in less than 20 days!! I am excited about that. She is staying for a week, don't know what we will do. Cause it's not like she didn't live in Mechanicsville for years, ahaha. We shall see. I know she is excited, and wants to meet my friends here at RBC, but I have a feeling most people will be gone by then. =/
hm..what else..oh I know. I am not going to say much here though. lol. So there's this guy-I like him. But I can't seem to let myself like him too much. I'am unsure of what I want in a lot of aspects, and relationships is one of them. I feel bad for not knowing, but I can't bring myself to just let go and say yes. lol. I am the what if kind of person, and it sucks. Sometimes I can see myself with him for a looong time, and then there are sometimes that we just pluck each others last nerve lol. Not to mention, for some reason with him, and never have I before, but I get jealous. He knows this, but its frustrating. I don't like the feeling at ALL. I guess it, no I am pretty positive it is in part to 1)who his ex is, and 2)my low self-esteem. lol.and the fact that I get compared so much to his ex, its like, i don't know..but I am trying to get past it/get over it. I guess we will see what happens. But the point, and main thing is: I do like him. :)
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I think that's about all the new stuff I can think of. Welp, hope you guys are having a good day :)
