i want i want

It seems that now since I have no money to spend, my wants for even the smallest things are greater. It is nothing too major that I want, apart from a job being my biggest want. I have applied and searched at so many places. I have 3 options left or I may still be able to go to camp Rudolph, if Charlie still wants me. um, but like, for instance I would LOVE to get a new bathing suit-one that suits me and my body type. I mean, if you haven't noticed I am not a petite small chest model that can wear anything that walmart may sell. Nope. Lo and behold the one bathing suit I've wanted for two years at VS is on sale..but I can't afford it and feel horrible asking my mom for the money. The biggest thing I want money for is food though. I don't want to ramble or write too much. So heres a couple of things:

1) any job openings? let me know!! :)

2) pray I find a job ASAP.

Thanks guys!