Tomorrow is the "first" day of school for some. Class don't start till 5pm however. Luckily, I don't have a night class this year-thank goodness. So Tuesday will technically be my first day. Everyone has moved back into the dorms as of tonight. It is nice to see some new and old faces. I've missed people. I am not ready for classes though. Actually, I am just not ready for this year. Part of me wants to just pick up and move elsewhere and not deal with all of this. Yet I am so close to being done that I would be dumb to just quit now. It still doesn't feel like I am a senior. I feel like since I am a senior I have more responsibilities, but I don't really. Like, I should come up with more cool ideas for activities and socialize more with other students. I've already started to, but it iss exhausting for me. I got so wrapped up in a small circle of people last semester that became easy and I could handle it. This semester I am having to branch out and actually get used to everyone saying hi to me again. It's not bad, just hard for me to keep track of everyone haha.
I just don't feel ready, and I don't like it. I'm praying that God gives me the strength, courage, and peace of mind to handle everything as it comes. I have faith that God will provide, I just need to stay open to Him. So a few prayers from you guys would be greatly appreciated. Thanks :)
I don't really have anything else to update on the moment. oh! I am starting to write music and draw again. It feels good. Okay, now I am done. Laterr
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