So I have come to the realization today, that there are just some people in my life that don't need to be there. Not meaning to sound negative, but like, I don't benefit from our friendship, vice versa, I don't like how I feel after being around them, nor what I become. And again, I am pretty sure those people feel the same way.

Also, I've realized that by letting myself go, and become someone other than..well, me, that I have neglected some really cool people. Lately I have been hanging out and talking to some people more, like Mike, Justin, Buddy, Becca, Nicole..the list goes on. I find myself talking or hanging out with them, and it's fun! I feel I have missed out on so much in about just a semester. To those of you reading this: I am working on it.

So I had court today. Barrels of fun, yeah, no. hah. Luckily enough, I didn't have to pay the full price of the ticket, but enough to learn that I don't need to speed again, even if my speedometer is broken. Had a pretty fun day with Danielle. I was going to miss all my classes already, so we went and got lunch and just hung out. That was grand. Then lessons with Mike, I felt kinda, nope, really dumb. hah. But no one's fault, I'm just insecure on my guitar skills. Then of course drama (no day is complete with some). And finally I got coffee with Mike. It was nice talking with him. I missed the days of hanging out and talking about anything, very relaxing cause I know Mike isn't judging me. So I can tell him most things. Now of course I am just sitting in my room pondering over things. All in all, today wasn't so bad. I actually saw some sun today! yay!

Goal/Lesson of the month: Hang out, get to know other people better. :)

Hope y'all had a good day too :) mkbye