As of late

So the past few days/weeks haven't been horrible, just not fantastic. School is starting to kick my butt. While kids here have exegetical papers to write, I have musical compositions, translating, and recitals to write and perform. Can't say I would rather write papers, but I'm sure I'd rather do anything other than what I am. ha. It's all just racking up so fast and I just am not prepared for it.

But it's ok, because that just means break is coming closer. While I can't wait to get away from school for a bit, and make money at work, I for sure don't feel like going back to Richmond. I mean, it's a nice place and things are cheaper for me at home (such as food) but I like being away and sort of on my own. I don't have to report to parental units about everything, I can do whatever. Of which all of this will change over break. Plus side is the money I'll hopefully be making. And the yummy thanksgiving foods in which I hope to partake. Thanksgiving break doesn't seem to be very long this year, so I doubt any friends will be coming over, seeing as I live hours away from people I hang out with now.

If I can just make it pass Tuesday this week, I'll be fantastic! Monday's are never my favorite day, but Tuesday is what will be the end of me. Not really, but I am stressing hardcore over it. See, Tuesdays and Thursdays we have what's called student recitals. It's a pass/fail class, and normally one would perform with what their applied lessons are on (mine being voice). However, this coming one is a Music Theory recital in which I have to perform the composition I wrote. I'm already not too fond of the piece to begin with, but I also didn't find a pianist to help me so I am playing it by myself. I don't play in front of people which is making me REAL nervous. I honestly have my fingers crossed that this nor'easter will stay till Tuesday at the latest and things will be cancelled, but I doubt that will happen.

DAVID CROWDER ON WEDNESDAY!! That shall be the highlight of my month I believe. Although it's all the way in Charlotte it will be fun.

I took too long of a nap tonight and now I can't sleep (notice I said tonight-already the problem).

Life is peachy outside of school work. Well, for the most part. I seem to care less about how confused I am with certain situations and am just trying to let things flow the way they should. I am not in control, God is, and I am finally leaving it to Him.

I think I may start another/new blog. Write out feelings based on stuff not so..miniscule and lame. Aka, not my life ha. Maybe more intellectual, thought-provoking topics (if I am even capable of that) haha.

Yup, welp, I think I am on to another movie. It's hot in my room. Laterrrr